Used and Abused

Tears are words my heart can’t say
I’m sick of crying everyday
I’m tired of trying to work it out
I might be smiling but I’m dying inside
Someone told me, it’s okay and be strong
But you’re all I had; now I’m all alone.
Someone else said this is GOD’s plan for me
They said you didn’t love me and to let you be.
Always thinking we would forever be.
I just lost my best friend, my love, and my everything.
With no explanation and too many I’m sorry’s.
But sorry doesn’t last forever, and neither did we.
Deep in my heart I knew it would happen.
The lord just put it in my face so I can see.
No longer blind to what I knew was true.
You never really loved me, you just used and abused.