Used and Abused

Tears are words my heart can’t say
I’m sick of crying everyday
I’m tired of trying to work it out
I might be smiling but I’m dying inside
Someone told me, it’s okay and be strong
But you’re all I had; now I’m all alone.
Someone else said this is GOD’s plan for me
They said you didn’t love me and to let you be.
Always thinking we would forever be.
I just lost my best friend, my love, and my everything.
With no explanation and too many I’m sorry’s.
But sorry doesn’t last forever, and neither did we.
Deep in my heart I knew it would happen.
The lord just put it in my face so I can see.
No longer blind to what I knew was true.
You never really loved me, you just used and abused.

Why

Why give away you heart, just so he can break it?
Why give him your trust, just so he can take it for granted?
Why love him so hard, when he doesn't care about you?
Why give him your all, and he might not even love you?
Why cherish all you had together, just to find out it wasn't real?
Why blow off everything he did, just to get hurt again?
Why not treat him like he treats you, and just not worry about it?
Why break down and cry, and hurt, and feel ashamed?
Why do you love him so much, when he's never done anything for you?
Why give him so much time, when promises are always broken?
Why does he make you sad, break your heart and not even care?
Why does he always apologize, and do the same things again?
Why can't I stop crying, hurting and feeling bad?
Why do I blame myself? Because it's my fault I let it happen.

"&& It Is So True"

&& It is so true when they say "those who say they love you don't know you at all and those who say they know everything about you, don't know the smallest things about you".
Why can't they tell the difference when your sad that when your mad? Or when you need to talk about your feelings, why do they try to get mad at you and tell you your feelings are wrong or just change the subject like they dont hear you or even care?
How can they want to hear all the bad things about your life but not learn from them and completely ignore your good qualities but remembers everything bad, like what makes you mad, cry, or sad?
Why would they make you angry when they can clearly see that your already hurting? Or tell you how they feel without considering your feelings, and wont let you get one word in. And when its time for you to talk they get mad and are in denial because there is no way that they are ever wrong or could ever do anything to hurt anyone because they are so perfect and dont have any flaws??????
Why cant the ones who say they love you, know you?
Why cant they tell you waht matters the most to you?
Why cant they see when your unhappy?

FRIENDSHIP REALITY

ITS AMAZING HOW YOU SEE A PERSONS TRUE COLORS.

YOU GET TIRED OF PEOPLE SHIT AND FED UP WITH UNECESSARY DRAMA.

GET TIRED OF TAKING THE BLAME FOR EVERYTHING, WHEN YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT DO SHIT WRONG.
STOP LETTIN PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SHIT.
THATS SOME SHIT YOU SHOULD NEVER DO.

TAKE SOME TIME, RE EVALUATE, AND FIGURE OUT WHEN YOU BECAME A TOILET.
SO SAY FUCK THIS SHIT AND DONT WORRY ABOUT DEALING WITH THEM.

DONT WORRY ABOUT THEM PUTTIN A NIGGA OVER FRIENDSHIP, OH YEAH I SAID IT, A NIGGA.

YOU'LL SEE THEIR TRUE COLORS.
AND SINCE THEY HAD NO PROBLEM SHOWING YOU.
MAKE SURE THEY SEE YOU.

MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE.

Is It Worth It: A Test of Friendship

Does anyone ever really have a true friend, or is it worth keeping a friend when all you do is argue, would you turn your back on a friend if they tried over and over to make up, was it worth all the good times, the fun, the laughs, did the good outweigh the bad, do you miss them, would you try to make as much of an effort as they did, or are they just a part of your past! Think about it!