Used and Abused

Tears are words my heart can’t say
I’m sick of crying everyday
I’m tired of trying to work it out
I might be smiling but I’m dying inside
Someone told me, it’s okay and be strong
But you’re all I had; now I’m all alone.
Someone else said this is GOD’s plan for me
They said you didn’t love me and to let you be.
Always thinking we would forever be.
I just lost my best friend, my love, and my everything.
With no explanation and too many I’m sorry’s.
But sorry doesn’t last forever, and neither did we.
Deep in my heart I knew it would happen.
The lord just put it in my face so I can see.
No longer blind to what I knew was true.
You never really loved me, you just used and abused.

Why

Why give away you heart, just so he can break it?
Why give him your trust, just so he can take it for granted?
Why love him so hard, when he doesn't care about you?
Why give him your all, and he might not even love you?
Why cherish all you had together, just to find out it wasn't real?
Why blow off everything he did, just to get hurt again?
Why not treat him like he treats you, and just not worry about it?
Why break down and cry, and hurt, and feel ashamed?
Why do you love him so much, when he's never done anything for you?
Why give him so much time, when promises are always broken?
Why does he make you sad, break your heart and not even care?
Why does he always apologize, and do the same things again?
Why can't I stop crying, hurting and feeling bad?
Why do I blame myself? Because it's my fault I let it happen.